I think the only reason I’m in NHS anymore is because I want to decorate the Christmas tree at the capital.

The Capitol building is really huge, and really old, and beautiful. and if I decorate the tree, I get to go see the lighting of the trees in December and just. wow. it’s magical - there are lights everywhere, and ginormous Christmas trees, and the governor is there to host, there’s even a band, and Santa Claus walks around, and it’s just this big fun party..

Last year I got to watch from the balcony, and it was BEAUTIFUL.

Seriously, that’s the funnest thing for me. It’s basically the highlight of my year.

haha I think I love Christmas too much. I’m getting so happy just thinking about it.

I really hope they pick me to go this year

So yesterday I ran into my biological father for the first time in 10 years

that wasn’t fun

But I got free shoes for no reason too so yayyy

Posted : 8 months ago
tags: #personal

Ok

so

I finally got an update on dad!

He has a horrible infection in his foot, caused by MRSA (?) and it’s immune to most antibiotics, which I guess means they can’t cure it…

So they’re just gonna. chop off his leg.

Not only that, but something happened to his brain as well, and he’s starting to lose his memories.

I’m scared.

I wanna cry. Because the future is scary, man. I’m scared for myself. I suck. and I’m really pathetic for crying about this online, huh?

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Posted : 10 months ago
tags: #personal

so yesterday I started going to this computer animation camp thing

this is just a long text post of my experience from yesterday, thoughts, yadayada nothing very important, I’m sure.

Just wanted to type it up for myself. You can read if you like, but you don’t have to.

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wow um ok what’s going on

get ready for story time guys, cause something kinda freaky just happened to me omg

and you’ll probably think I’m crazy and weird but I DON’T CARE CAUSE THAT WAS WEIRD. WHAT HAPPENED JUST NOW??

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Watching Danny Phantom always reminds me of that friend I had last year.

She was new here, and I guess she had to move around a lot because of her mom’s job. She loved Danny Phantom and a lot of the same anime as me. She was really cool. Then she moved again after only 4 months.

-sigh- I really miss her. I should’ve kept contact with her… But I don’t have a facebook and she doesn’t use the internet much anyway, so I guess we would’ve just drifted apart anyway, huh?

hahahaa… why does everyone I become friends with end up moving away? Seriously, this has happened far too many times…

First dream ever about a dead relative. YEAH HIGH FIVE.

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I had a dream yesterday that my siblings and I were being taken away from our mom. We were adopted, and my siblings were okay with it and accepted our new parent right away, but I just sat with my mom in her room and cried.

Reblog and share your Lorax career.

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Seven months ago I saw Puss in Boots, and guess what trailer they showed? The Lorax. I instantly fell in love with it. I was struck by lighting. I went home and ranted about how great it’ll be, and totally forgot I had just seen Puss in Boots. I immediately made the first Lorax fanclub on deviantart. I update Lorax Movie News website everyday, and began drawing the Once-ler. I joined tumblr two weeks before the movie came out. Then I saw it with my family, and I was the only one who liked it. I discovered Once-ler art on tumblr, and then I realized that I wasn’t alone. A fandom was growing. I video chatted with internet friends for the first time ever. I cosplayed the Once-ler or the movie theater and my last anime convention. I learned how to knit. I started crying over fan fictions. I made pancakes every week. I started eating marshmallows. I downloaded the movie theater filmed copy, and now, I’ve seen it eight times. I’ve been annoying my real life friends for weeks, and have made a universe load of new friends here. I jumped from 2 followers to 700 followers in just two months. My road has been really fun, successful, and something I won’t forget.

How has your Lorax journey been? I’d love to hear everyone’s stories.

Saw the trailer last October. I found it here on tumblr, and I was really really excited (my favorite Dr. Seuss book!). I actually didn’t notice The Once-ler much. When the release date did roll around, I forgot about it entirely and was reminded by the 2nd graders I was reading to. (It was Dr. Seuss’ birthday, so I was reading his books to them.) We read “I Had Trouble in Getting to Solla Sollew”, then they requested “The Lorax”, and chatted about going to see it that night with their parents.

I couldn’t see it because it wasn’t in our theater yet, so I had to wait. Soon after, I noticed a handsome green-clad man on my dash. Then, I stumbled upon a rather bad quality in-theater recording of “How Bad Can I Be?”. I decided to watch, and I was really… surprised. (“Is that… The Once-ler? What did they do to him? Why and WHAT is he singing? Is he even singing? WHAT IS THIS NOISE??”) I didn’t like it. At all. I was actually ready to write off the whole film entirely based on that one scene!

However, as weeks passed, better quality recordings began popping up, and even though I hated it, I decided I could give it another try. Now, I am really REALLY glad I did. It actually began to grow on me. Soon, I was completely in love - That song was all I listened to for days! I followed Once-ler blogs, reblogged all the fanart, fell hard into the fandom, and prayed to actually see the movie soon. Then I did! I had to travel to another town, but I finally saw it! And it was really the greatest thing. Bravo, Illumination!

The obsession grew - I loved the Once-ler, I loved the music, I loved the film, and I loved the fandom. I still love all of it, and I think I will for a long long long time. We’re all like a family now, and I can’t imagine being without all of you, or this movie! (even if I hated it at first) <3